Yesterday was the first day I didn't have a total meltdown. I cried but I didn't have a screaming, crying fit. I'm not making any promises that they're over, but it was something. I can think a little clearer, I can remember more than one thing at a time, I have less random mood swings, and I can see more in my peripheral vision (I was quite tunnel visioned for a few days).
I am still zoning out a lot, crave being alone, easily distracted, can only do a little bit at a time and then have to stop, have very little desire to eat even though I'm hungry, feel intense sadness, feel very numb, and take forever to write one little blog post about my feelings.
I'm so tired.
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