What is wrong with me? Seriously!!! I keep thinking I need to pick myself up and move forward but instead I take one step out of my sad hole and get sucked back down. Almost everything about my life is a wreck right now. I have so many things I need to take care of and I don't have the desire and will to do them. Nor do I have any desire to let anything help me. I'm just ... broken.
I can 't even keep up with my memories and I have a lot of them still.
